udah ALOT

Udah ALOT,,,jadi beginiiii,,hhmmm. Okay. Gw dibilang ngeyel-nya seampun2 sama bos gw. Tapi hal yg tadi terjadi, gw cuma diem aja dan ga gtu nyimak, coz of what ? Yayayyayaya,,,Ilfil. No more passion,,, Bung. Sorry...

Kalo kata ABG : "elo - gw - END"...wekekekkeke...maaf kita udah ga cucok. Dan ternyata, 3 of us are feeling the same. Talk about credibility, talk about commitment, talk about passion, talk about focus, Hei,,,Talk about SHIT...Sorry, no more interesting, and I will start to find out a new one.

Maaf kalo tolerance gw udah abis sampai titik ini. I have a bad ILFIL. Cara sampean mungkin ideal (menurut sampean), tapi ga cucok dengan situasi dan kondisi. JAdinya cuma diketawain, disanksi'kan keseriusan'y, dan finally nggak dipercaya. So Sorry I'm not loyal anymore.You,,, that made me.

Starting focus for the new one. Allah will help me, I trust it. Live for choice, not by change. Make changes, not excuses. Be motivated, not manipulated. Work to excel, not compete. Choose to listen to your inner voice not the jumbled opinions of everyone else.  

Anyway, ketika gw ruwet gini, obat penenang gw dateng dan peluk gw sambil bilang "mam, knapa? capek ya? sini aiya pijitin",,,ooh sweety beiby. Denger nyanyian Ai di HP gw, dan gw puter berulang2, ga ada bosennya. Semalem hrs nemenin dia tidur ampe jam 1, gara2 nonton disney junior. Hhmmm, ga pernah dapet giliran. Padahal mams'y mau nonton nikita, V, Bones, The River, CAstle, Smw bablassss...termonopoli....

Begini hidup yg normal, begini hidup yg indah dalam arti kata sebenar'y. Ketika kita tau point2 apa aja yg hrs di take and give sama org2 terdekat kita, orang2 yg  kita sayang. Coz the fact is "Happiness is not out there, it is already in us. We just forget to bring it out (sometimes). So, do not takes time too long to remember

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